Īfter graduation, Smith began calling himself "Elliott", saying that he thought "Steve" sounded too much like a " jock" name, and that "Steven" sounded "too bookish". He graduated from Lincoln High School as a National Merit Scholar. At high school, Smith played clarinet in the school band and played guitar and piano he also sang in the bands Stranger Than Fiction and A Murder of Crows, billed as either Steven Smith or "Johnny Panic". He also began experimenting with recording for the first time after borrowing a four-track recorder. It was around this time that Smith began using drugs, including alcohol, with friends. Smith graduated from Lincoln High School in Portland, Oregon.Īt fourteen, Smith left his mother's home in Texas and moved to Portland, Oregon, to live with his father, who was then working as a psychiatrist. Many of the people on his mother's side of the family were non-professional musicians his grandfather was a Dixieland drummer, and his grandmother sang in a glee club. At this age he composed an original piano piece, "Fantasy", which won him a prize at an arts festival.
Smith began playing piano at age nine, and at ten began learning guitar on a small acoustic guitar bought for him by his father. In 2001, he said: "I don't necessarily buy into any officially structured version of spirituality. Smith felt that going to church did little for him, except make him "really scared of Hell".
It's not my place to say what." įor much of his childhood, Smith's family was a part of the Community of Christ but began attending services at a local Methodist church. The name "Charlie" also appears in songs "Flowers for Charlie" and "No Confidence Man." In a 2004 interview, Jennifer Chiba, Smith's partner at the time of his death, said that Smith's difficult childhood was partly why he needed to sedate himself with drugs as an adult: "He was remembering traumatic things from his childhood – parts of things. He wrote about this part of his life in "Some Song". Smith stated he may have been sexually abused by Welch at a young age, an allegation that Welch has denied. Smith endured a difficult childhood and a troubled relationship with his stepfather Charlie Welch. But I won't forget about it, although I'm tempted to because I don't like it there." Smith later had a tattoo of a map of Texas drawn on his upper arm and said: "I didn't get it because I like Texas, kind of the opposite. His parents divorced when he was six months old, and Smith moved with his mother to Duncanville, Texas. Steven Paul Smith was born on August 6th, 1969 at the Methodist Hospital in Omaha, Nebraska, the only child of Gary Smith, a student at the University of Nebraska Medical Center, and Bunny Kay Berryman, an elementary school music teacher.